The Search Goes On

this is about not a girl but a woman a mother a mother with an addiction an addiction that took her away with her gone the system came in and left but left with my siblings who's to blame is it! a negligent brother with harbored feelings toward his mother for abandonment for loving a drug more than her child is it! an addicted mother with only the pursuit to get that next fix i feel that both had apart the brother for not trying harder to conclude& resolve the situation the mother for making the situation and the consequence is today 3 years 9 months 18 days since i last seen Tamara who was growing & learning so fast she was 3 last i saw Tyron so small so innocent it was if i looked at my baby picture when i looked at him when i saw him he was 3 months last i saw him yet the search goes on for the reuniting of my family for the restoration of the relationship between a brother and his younger siblings between a mother and the rehabilitation of her purity, sanity, and salvation the this search ends is the day of my great throne judgment until then THE SEARCH GOES ON THIS WAS WRIITTEN AUGUST 8, 2005 IT IS MOTIVATED FROM MY URGING TO SEE MY BROTHER&SISTER