The Reality of Love

Love Unconditional love mysterious, undecipherable ambiguous love. Giving in to the uncertainty of the heart. Embracing a notion of longevity, commitment, inclusion unequivocal bonds. Love! Ambiguous love. A lifetime of fear from every direction whenever that simple word comes into play. Summoning of a weary soul from it's resting place. Symbiotic expressions of uncouth mess. Perplexity, bewildered states, discombobulated thoughts, ongoing attempt to muddle through the chaos, in an effort to not get lost. Wait! I did say love right? Yeah, that's right! Adoration, a certain fondness, friendship and warmth. Our highest word in the language of our Lord. Love! to cherish, hold dear, to think of each day. Shoot...you're crazy about, can't live without, got you circling in round about ways. That's love, ambiguous love. One minute you're his sweetheart, his honey, his flame. You're the apple of your lovers eye, her Romeo, her man. You pine so deep for one another, captivating the soul. Taken in by infallible passion, a timeless romance unfolds. But I did say ambiguous didn't I? An uncertain love you see. Being jilted, rejected, forsaken, and spurned. You argue, you fight, and say things that really burn, deep in the heart. I've learned over time, that the love I seek, won't come to be easy without a fierce battle to beat. Fighting is necessary, if he's worth every swing. Sacrificing is essential if she's an uncommon thing. Compromise, understanding, forgiveness and honesty. Genuine concern for the heart of your desire, no skepticism, simply letting it be. Stop trying to perfect an imperfect world, it doesn't exist, trust me. Your fight is a fight to sustain a common attraction, the future is unclear. To hope for an unconditional love with little distraction, is a fools cry made our of fear. I wake up each day with my heart boiling over, toward the man that's willing to fight. Fight for the worth of adoring each other, Ambiguous love is worth the plight. Don't give up on love, regardless to how it seems. When you can stand firm in a battle of uncertainty, you've found the reality of love and it's true meaning.