The Poem That Disappeared

My only grasp Her words and prose The link between my sadness and her heart Erased, words evaporated, away in the wind I feel my desperation and sin For why do I so cling? To words that disappear To dreams that fade away To desires that are drowned in whiskey sour Sour like the love I once had Now vinegar for young lovers salad I immerse my self in my indulgence I am driven to destruction I with no heart, have a heart After all You realize in life at moments The air within yesterdays folded hand Is gold Notes: You realize in life at moments The air within yesterdays folded hand Is gold Some poems I add a few lines at the end, the poem goes one way without, and another with the added lines, if thats not a form, then I just invented it!!!