The Pain of a Users Daughter

Her consistancy finally persuaded you to stay, it still upsets me sometimes that she convinced you to treat your only daughter this way, i know her addiction must be very tough, and i know crystal is her name i used to look up to you, i used to tell my friends how lucky i was to have a dad like you, but, that was the past befoure, meth became your soul, befoure you spun out of control, i don't know if you ever think about the pain you have caused, my innocent soul shattered to pieces, my heart broken while, my eyes were wide open, no morphine can stop this uncontorolable pain, all the traumatizing memories consantly racking threw my insecure teenae brain, i thought you could fight the addiction, but, the truth is, you love her more than you love me, i never knew you would fail me like this, you looked me straight into my tear filled eyes and you and crystal told me a lie, crystal has took away your honor of being called dady now your just my biological father, she will follow you to your death bed, while your laying there alone and so filled with fear, you'r personality always filled with blame, its so sad to know she put you to shame and you can only blame yourself you will not let her go; so i must say good bye