The Pain Inside

where do i take this pain of mine? you were suppose to be there for me no matter what! you made a promise that you would never leave me side. each time you said you cared for me my heart was joyous thinking we would unite as one and be happy for ever you told me i was the greatest and sweetest guy you had ever met we were made for each other,even you said that your self i was counting the days that we were gonna go out waiting for that special moment when i was going to ask you out then you decided to take another path which i didn't understand i showed you the light of happiness and eternal joy, yet under temptation you went to the other side knowing that your going to get hurt maybe it was better if i just lied and didn't tell you the truth since most of the time girls want that not only did you break my heart you showed me that you never cared the love i gave you was pure and real yet you didn't seem to care what you did how can one live with the fact knowing that our love is real? you wanted to take a chance with me?you said i deserved a chance to be with you that was a lie since all you could think about was the other guy not only that but i thought of you as someone who was unlike any other girl to me your just another girl who takes nice guys for granted you took my heart tied it and hang it to die.............. nothing else matters now since i have lost once again throughout the whole time we talked i thought we were best friends no i was just a rebound my heart is in pieces thanks to you i hope you find joy in what you did and remember what you have lost trust i saw an angel in you,but now i had a different your everything thats bad you have no idea how many tears i will cry just because of you all of this was just a lie......... now i know that i cant take my pain to you i will take it and deal with it by my self once again with no one to help me not even one i considered to be the greatest friend i have ever had