The Other Shoe

I wait and hope the other shoe dont drop I want to trust you but have to stop You have hurt me mant times before Why now should I open my hearts doors I have grown and changed threw the years Thanks to all the countless tears I have moved on and found new love to share So tell me now why should I dare I want so much to let you in I want us to be able to be friends Yet I find myself torn And find my heart perched on a thorn Where you left it years ago broken battered and cold I want so much your hand to hold So I ask my beatened heart Can I trust him once more OR should I never unlock my door Closed in and wanting to hide God how I wish I could be by your side Yet I know if I let my self fall I will no longer have my brick wall