The Only Me Is Neutral

The Only Me Is Neutral Neutral heart, mind, and soul, is all I feel at this moment. But for moment I felt happiness the sadness and pain joy that crept all over me at once. Who would of thought I lose it all but now I’m over it and I’m making my own name without you. I’m laughing I’m crying I’m smiling I’m bleeding these things they make me neutral the make me blank they free me yet trap me. I never asked you and never will to set me free this isn’t killing me this isn’t letting me live it keep me in one place. I never really thought that I had feeling for they felt frozen and yet they’re there and then they aren’t. What this is me I’m neutral, I’m neutral of heart of mind and soul never moving never stopping.