The One I Lost

On this date, one year ago My world was shattered, as I watched you go With a bleeding heart, in God awful pain I stood in total disbelief, in tears I could not refrain Left with no choice, I have been forced to move on without you Forbidden to give you this love in my heart, so deep, strong and true There are so many nights I've spent alone in silence, so many tears that I have cried At times, the pain was so overbearing, as I had to say goodbye For months, I gave it my all, to try and save what we once shared Very cold and bitter you would not listen, with no remorse, you turned me away instead Since then, it has been a struggle and those days aren't over just yet Though this has made many great changes in me, there are some I deeply regret You were the center of my life, the apple of my eye If you had ask, I would have stolen the stars, from the midnight sky You will always hold a special place in my heart Despite the tremendous amount of heartache you have caused The truth is, I will always love, The One I Lost