The Most Unwanted

So I perch in in the corner and think about myself. Why am I so unwanted compared to the rest? I can’t help myself thinking about my big flaws. Is there something I should do to make you like me? You throw those hard stones on my head like I’m a bad man. But did you hear my heart yelling for acceptance? I have many doubts for being the most unwanted. Don’t see myself in shoes of a black sheep. I’m terrified right now to be rejected. Please stop letting me feel like I’m not your bet Longing for love but you haven’t seen that. Teary eyes are asking for sincere acceptance. Wandering on streets while you give me a bad look. I hope someday you’ll see I’m hurting inside. How could this world make me so unwanted? All I need is understanding behind mymisery.