The Missing Piece

I was just a kid, Lost without a father, Tormented by peers, So many things I feared. Disease, loss of family I dont know where to go, So I hid out on cloud 9 Till I spot a smooth clear road. But before I could, The hole dug deeper As it starts to rain Cant climb out Mud slides and pain. No one understanding Is there anyone the same? Still lost in this realm So I choose another plain A dream I cant escape But its not a nightmare While everyones in reality A shame I cannot share. Im still so lost This dream is all I have Stuck between growing up And happiness, Which one will outlast. Now my life is far from over More hardships to come But I believe in my happy ending Before my time is done.