The Love of a Friend

I see that smile, I cant even express The things I want, I just cant confess The wonders of you fill my heart The thought of more had no start Theres nothing more I love to share Time together has none to compare I hold you above all that I care Please forgive if I'm lost in a stare Sometimes I wonder how I have this control The strength I feel, your half my soul I know you see, I cant be more obvious I keep going forth, cuz the idea of "us" All this time I still feel the pain Cuz I know its true, I never will gain The more I think about it, I want you to see No one can be better for you other then me I want to be honest, I no longer can bare Not being true, I live with this tear Theres too much to lose, thats my biggest fear Every single day, this thought brings a new tear I dont know what to do, tell my one true friend Exactly how I feel, or would that be the end?