The Love I Hold For You

What I wouldn’t do to have you here Kiss you, love you and just hold you near To release all the demons Let go of all the fears I pray for the chance to show you All that would be in store To be able to love you at your worst At your best simply adore I long to hold you every night Your strong arms wrapped around me So securely and tight Looking deeply into each others eyes As time stops and we take flight Knowing in those very moments All is as is should be and right Passionately needing and hanging on each and every single kiss Anytime day or night all I think of is all of this Being with you and only you In loves pure heavenly bliss But all this being said I still have lots more to say I miss all of you and worry about you Every single day Never would I ever intentionally hurt you Or even disappoint Knowing now I could’ve done just that Leaves me sad and blue My head spinning, my mind reeling Not sure what to say or do I keep searching for the words or the actions But I have no clue And all of these written words Are straight from my heart And are all true Very much meant for only you But don’t mistake my mistakes For purposely not caring Cause I probably care too much Don’t take my trust For any sign of weakness or such Don’t ever doubt the love I have in my heart and soul all for you And realize that sometimes I really don’t know what I do In showing how I feel about you And don’t misunderstand my submissive ways Just because I give in to most of what you say Don’t mean I’m not strong enough to handle, with you, a day as today Yes I have my faults, we all do Yes I have issues, so do you But without each and every one of them I wouldn’t be me And they make me the strong, caring, trusting, and loving woman You see before you The one you say you love The one that gives thanks to God and the stars from up above That you came into my life Just as I was ready to give up and facing horrible strife To love someone perfectly Is to love all of their imperfections So take me as I am For whom I am And for what I am As I do you I will show you What true love Will and very much can do I love you