The Life I Have Had

b>The life I have had, Is so very sad. It has been lonely, A sorrowful story. I wish I knew, How to feel like new. But my heart is so black, To red it can’t be turned back. Is this the ending, Just to be left with my soul darkening? I feel like stone, But can be broken like a fragile bone. All I need is a loving streak, But that is as rare as a winter that’s not bleak. I say I’m alright, But that is all for your sight. Everything is wrong with me, But for someone to care it is not to be. I wish I was crying, Instead of slowly dying. But that is my life, Like a never ending marriage to an unlawful wife. I said the life I had, Is so very sad. Life’s not fair, I’m sorry to share.<>