The Kiss of a Monster

His kiss was light, It made me wince in delight. I made no struggle to fight, I wanted to feel his kisses all night. But finally I came down… I fell face first into the ground, There was not a single usher of sound. I get high so I can fly, Into the honey blue sky. I need to leave this painful world, I feel like I’m being hurled. So I take and take and take, Even when I know my body will break. I sniff, snort, smoke, inject and drink, From miles people can hear our glasses clink. The drugs are addictive I love his kiss, I know when I fall, it’s him I will miss. But finally I came down… Down, down, down, When can I feel safe and sound? I pay and pay and pay, He attacks my insides in every way. Don't go I plead, stay, stay, stay, Please! Come play. He burns my insides out, I want to yell and shout. How did I become this F*cked up? My friends don’t know what’s up. I cringe as he lets me go, I try not to let it show. More, more, more! It’s now a part of my body’s core. But for the life that’s growing inside of me, I must let my baby boy be free. Even now I feel the need, But I won’t do it anymore, not even speed. My baby boy is clean and pure, I hope he loves me even more. Every day I seem him grow, Soon he will see the winter snow.