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The Hypochondriac

“You’re such a hypochondriac,” They say with a smirk As they roll their eyes I try to come up with lies… But they just don’t see The hypochondriac isn’t me But that 12 year old child Who nearly went wild To see Mom lying in bed Blood gushing from her head Yet Mom smiled through her tears, “I’m fine…don’t worry, my dear.” It’s that little girl who grew Not knowing what to do Believing that it’s no lie Mommy WAS going to die MS was the monster That Mamma couldn’t conquer “Are you afraid I’m going to die?” Mamma asked her one day She couldn’t run away So she gulped down the tears As Mamma rocked away her fears But never said it wasn’t so Yes, she was going to go After the broken legs and stiches The garbled speech and twitches The wheel chair and near misses All the lopsided kisses The choking and pain The burial in the rain I look at them and say…. “Yes, the hypochondriac is me Now will you please set me free.”

Copyright © | Year Posted 2012




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Date: 4/28/2015 7:24:00 AM
It breaks my heart to know you went through this.
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Date: 2/11/2015 4:29:00 PM
Wow.... this, I know is straight from your heart and soul.. this is a heartrending verse...this is a pain I cannot imagine... These are major moments though that make us stronger. Yes, I do believe there is a time when we will see our loved ones again, in a better time, a better, renewed earth. Loving your work...I admire the fact that you have written about something that must haunt you. That takes courage and a lot of love (: Always, Laura
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Date: 1/31/2014 12:02:00 PM
Probably the same way I worry about Alzheimers and cancer. I am greeting close to the age when my dad died. It is a sobering thought. I always joke that in my family they die young or go nuts. I am hoping to escape both fates.
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Richard Lamoureux
Date: 1/31/2014 12:34:00 PM
I trust him! Whatever will be will be. I do my best to be present in the moment. Thanks for concern.
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 1/31/2014 12:30:00 PM
Oh.....please.....be strong...YOU ARE STRONG, Richard. Remember the psycosomatic connection...Don't let cancer....into your mind....please promise. Take care...May God keep you safe....body, soul, and mind.....
Date: 1/31/2014 10:06:00 AM
I'm so sorry you went through this pain, my heart aches for you. Hugs Rick.
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 1/31/2014 11:04:00 AM
Richard.....Thank you for you kind empathetic heart that can feel my pain....It's been 14 years....and I still dream about her.. I know God will answer all the whys someday. My mama was faithful. She loved the Lord...She always prayed for us to be saved into His kingdom...and boy..could she sing. I sometimes wonder if....when I get dizzy, or lose my balance...when I fell in the shower...and cracked my rib...I wonder....and It's hard to be "normal", Richard, when you've seen so much pain...Hugs
Date: 6/15/2013 9:26:00 PM
WOW, this is an awesome poem, your mom is dancing with the angels, as mine is. I remember age 9 or so there my Mom had pleurisy pneumonia. I was always so worried I would come home and she'd be gone.?,,,, Hey, glad you liked my " Delights" poem ;}
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 6/21/2013 1:36:00 PM
I'm so sorry you had to deal with such pain as I did. Thank you for your kind words. There is a better day coming when we will see them again. hugs
Date: 3/4/2013 10:21:00 AM
just browsing some of your oldies, Eileen,, this is truly special,, so glad to have seen this...
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 3/8/2013 2:58:00 AM
Harry, thanks! It was not easy to watch my mom deteriorate before my eyes, and yes, it has affected me profoundly. I'm glad she is no longer suffering but resting in Jesus! :) Thanks for the visit!
Date: 12/14/2012 5:34:00 PM
Eileen Ghali,, Congratulation, with your featured poem of the week, have yourself a great day inspired by "YOU!" wishing you the best holidays 2 come ;-) always ~PD
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Eileen Manassian
Date: 12/14/2012 8:10:00 PM
PD...you are so very kind. Thank you for this post. You are a well reputed poetess on this site, and I'm honored! :)

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