The Future: a Continuation of Today

You wonder what life is like in a future not to far away from now, you dream, you hope, you assume it will all go well but every now and then you realize that all hope is overrated because your today is endless and it's not good. You realize that nothing goes right for you anymore and that you will never be good enough for the people in your life. So hoping, dreaming,, striving seems pointless because you wonder if there is even a point in hoping because in the end, all of us end up the same. So you give up all hope, just for one second, test the waters, cross the street without looking, walk on the edge of the cliff, jump off the high diving board, and are not afraid, because you know, that there is no point in the future when tomorrow and today are the same.