The First Time

When I feel your kisses soft upon my neck Your heart next to mine pounding with desire Your hand softly caressing my skin I feel a fire rage within me Passionate energy floods my soul Emotions fill my mind The pain that lives inside me begins to fade Suddenly fear steps in Scared to get too close I shiver Afraid I will get lost in your arms I sigh I close my eyes and try to forget all of the hurt that has come to pass I pour my soul out to you praying you will keep my secrets safe Hoping that you will still want me Knowing that I risk losing everything Trusting you with my life and the love that I have to offer Offering everything to you Allowing myself to be free, uninhibited Hoping you will give the same to me Begging you to love all of me not just this surface me My fire is blazing out of control Giving in to the wanting desire that burns throughout me Holding fast to the belief that we are to be one in mind, body, and spirit Believing in forever