The Fear

Can you blame me for viewing life gloomily sometimes... As dim as night or even darker... Whenever I go beyond unreached, I saw strangers within me... They knows a lot well... They often brought me to the farthest end... Religion give us hope... But for them there is no hope at all... For them we are only God's toys... They knows every fate of human... Death... That the blade of the father of time was always in our neck... That every day we became closer to our unhappy ending... They were so strong... They began as my sidekick... When I started counting 1 2 3... Learning ABC's... I even taught they were a gift... My guardians... But as time goes by... Their motive was unleashed... To ruin life... To ate and destroyed mind... There was a time that i never know me anymore... They possessed me so much that I can't even control myself... It's like a beast was unraveled within me... Their passion was to get into once head... To play mind games with it... To turn white to gray... Beautiful days into rainy... Love to hatred... My body fell numb suddenly... Here they comes... They really did exist... My head will be at war yet again... On what I feared most... My sudden METAMORPHOSIS... Mysterious Aries