The Energy of Hatred

I see my faith it’s so worn and lost At least I know this I drink my daily cup of lust I know I do not need it I am living in my own ways Too bad my soul is rotten I know that all life is dead Seems you’ve all forgotten Ash and dust are in our eyes We dream that we’re alone here We’ve let their hate hypnotise There’s nothing now to hold dear It’s here I stand without my lies I know I’m so near But when I’m close I hear you die And I am left here Now I’m high without my skin Seems that hate surrounds me I will fade into my mind I dream I am free The balance is so lost right now When I can hear you The fuel of hate will fill me up Now I am dead too Ash and dust will fill my mind I live in someone’s anger When I’m here I am so blind The smell of death will linger Now that hate is on my side I’m breathing with my power But fading out will make me hide And now my hate is sour Waking up I am not dead But I must start again I just try to sleep instead This will make it rain So I arise among the lost Silence in my thoughts says: You are alive but you are gone But it is here you must stay So when hate comes to take me down I know I must erase it And if I find that it makes me drown I know I must escape it The ash is trust, it’s in your bread You can’t survive without this Possessing dust is in your head But with this you seek bliss Here I am I know what’s true I live for myself Once you see you live for you You will see your own wealth