The Emotional Mess I Call My Heart

Yesterday was another day. I gave a hundred dollars to you in my mind. You and I kissed under a famous cherry tree. But this was all in my fantasies. I try to find you at school, but when you and I connect it's like my world becomes a mess! Who's going to clean my heart? Who am I to blame? How many lies will I have to make up? I love you, but do you love me too? I'm creating a gigantic mess! Should I walk into the abyss or continue stalking you? I know you won't accept me for who I am. That's why I try so hard to clean up this stupid mess I call my heart! But you never agreed to a relationship with me.