The Drug Lull

I need you I hate you I can't live with you or without you My life lost due to my mind toss I hold you in my hand only to be damned The world so cruel you are my only escape tool Further down i will fall into the drug abyss lull Shaking and vibrating i push you past my lips Sinking in my brain Escaping from the world of pain To entangled to resign Destroying my mind I just want to escape this periling decline But you have taken my body, soul and mind ..