The Dream's That Won'T Keep

As i wake up covered in sweat My mind only thinks of him And the pain that it wasn't real That it was all a dream As I wait for the pain To become stronger than it is To have that strangled hold on me As it always does When I dream of him And it's only a dream A dream I don't want to wake up from Oh how i wish it was real To the bottom of my core To hear his voice, to touch him, to smell him Just one more time The thought , the fear Of never seeing him again Drops me to my knees in pain A pain I can't describe My heart shatters at the thought Just one more time would be enough No it wouldn't i want it all But I don't know if it'll ever happen I'm about to break This pain I can't shake Everytime i wake I don't know how much more my heart can take How many more times it can break How much more I can take I just want to be in his arms again To feel safe again