The Doctor

Hurried,harried healing man talking,testing,tennis tanned hearing hardly half I say rapidly writing, runs away. Hurting hand hot to the touch, brutal burning hurts so much demeaning doc dismiss, deny confused and crushed, just want to cry. Chocolate, cookies, candy, cake? feeling fat, a phoney fake, years of yearning for a crumb, disbelieved, daunted, dumb. High horse healer, hero of hope, did you decide that I'm a dope? so sitting silent as a stone I'll nurse my nightmare all alone.