The Day You Died

the day you died i cant forget it even when i try i cant erase the memories of your pale white body there sitting just like on a normal day and i sneak up behind you to scare you and i say my final boo but no reply awaits me from the pale white body that was you so i looked at your face just thought you were sleeping so i tried to wake you up but by the time i got their you were already far gone and now i cant erase that last memories with you so i think i should just accept that and forget all the things i didn't do i could've been nicer, i could've been smarter and i could've spent more time with you but i didn't...... your gone i cant forget that nor accept that but i have to live with myself now all alone just me myself an i writing this pointless "poems" that people never really understand just stuck here in an empty room with the key board under my fingers thinking of my last memories with you before you left me to this world which is a dark place without you.