The Day You Died

The day you died you took me with you, The way you lied shook me black and blue. The sorrow you felt, I sure felt it too, Are tomorrow dreams won’t come true. All the good hello's turned into dying goodbye's, All the sorrows burned holes into my dying eyes. You thought you were so sly, but I always knew, You fought so hard to die and knew I needed you. Depressing mornings and nights of pure hell, Horrible memories and unforgettable images, Of the night which you fell. Deprivation of your soul saving wonder, Trepidation of your whole wavering thunder. Heavy-hearted moments will forever be burned with in my darkened weeping soul. Broken-hearted and left in this cruel world all alone. Unheard thoughts engraved in my ugly soul, I feel as if I'm loosing all control. Forgiveness with a burden, Forever i will hold. Bleeding and burning and living and dying.... Needing and turning and giving and crying.... I try to smile but I'm afraid I've forgotten how, Even in my dreams the angels they do weep... BY: SHANTAE PAPPACOSTAS ORTEGA-ZELE (1-29-20)