The Day She Went Away

February 12th, Was the day, My Mommy passed away.... I can't believe It's been a year, I try to keep her memories fresh, Cause forgetting her is my major fear.... I image looking into her eyes, Watching them smile back at mines.... Always with pride,Introducing me to everyone saying ain't my baby fine... Her voice echoes in spirit Breaking my heart every time I hear it.... Wishing I was there in your last moment, To hold your hand, be your strength, As we both pray for atonement.... For life doesn't always turn out as we plan, Everyone falls short it's apart of being human... And I was told...That only forgiveness can free my wounded soul... While the feeling of betrayal peeks in and I lose emotional control.... Leaving me wondering,left behind and mislead... Finding myself holding on to all thats been said...And unsaid... Constantly you rewind in my mind, smiling, laughing, cursing screaming, Skoolin,crying,scheming,talking loud, singing, and dreaming... Of how life would change and the past would finally be the past, As we buildt new bridges of understanding ,My soul cried mommy at last , But on February 12th 2010. It was all over in a flash.... My lesson learned was life waits for nothing,or anyone and when it's ready it just quits LEAVING U BROKEN IN A WAY NO MAN COULD FIX, STAINING YOUR MIND MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET.. NEVER TAKE LIFE OR ANYONE IN IT FORGRANTED..... ,