The Cutter

I watch the blood soak threw my sweater, and oh how I feel so much better. To the bathroom is where I went, Didn't bother to give anyone a hint. Belive me no way I want to die, But cutting myself gives me an unexplainable high! This pain rips threw my heart, But my kids and boyfriend I will not part. Okay now some will say I'm just crazy, or say "kill herself, no way she's to lazy" I just want to watch it bleed, I guess my depression needs to feed. Right now I just can't smile, Leave me be on the bathroom tile. Don't tell me you understand because I know you'll turn when I reach for your hand. Just let the blood soak threw me sweater, Just give me 20 minutes so I can feel better.