The Cross You Bear

Taking the time to figure out where you are in life is hazy. Friends will sometimes turn into enemies. The varying effect of friendships measured in degrees. Told you before that I am easy-going and accepting. But you had to lie to me with great deception. What to do with the knowledge I have is complicating. Then again we have difference of perception. For you I would have done anything and everything! My kindness you took and started obliterating. Faith and trust in you I had is destroyed. My emotions are not here to be toyed! When you find that you are lost and need a friend, I won’t be around that corner for you, this is the end! Takes a lot for me to abandon someone in my life! What you did would have been easier if you just used a knife. I would have rather my blood run than the pain you caused. It’s okay though to you I applaud! To hurt me is not hard I know, but you did it with flying colors! Doesn’t take a lot to do what you did when you have no morals. Sure one day there may be a moment I forgive you. When and if it happens will be sad because you won’t know when I do. Crazy and yet still I will wish you well in your endeavors! The hatred I have towards you now gives me quivers. It takes so much for me to truly hate someone. However you managed to make it easy and truly never to be undone! As I said before I am sure I will manage to forgive. That being said though I will never forget and the hatred will still be there. My life will go on without you; the cross you set is yours to bear. I can go on just fine; I know you out of my life won’t hinder me. Don’t bother to try and set things right you can’t. Being blind to what you do does not’t mean that you will see.