The Craziest Battle

I stare at you through unfamiliar eyes due to my pride I won't let my heart interfere with my minds decision because wanting you isn't a win win situation it's more like standing on the train station platform waiting I fear that I may have been forsaken for months I have been raking these god damn roots trying to uncover what should already be lying there Proof I had tricks up my sleeves like the tricks rabbit but to get your attention would take dedication like people do when they pray at a sabbath and I am unwilling I'd rather not think about how you make me feel even though the thoughts are so unreal It would take me down the wrong rode before it turned right So despite all this heightened hype that my heart is constantly throwing like fresh snow balls to my membrane I choose the sane lane I'm not playing the blame game or trying to throw dirt on your name because it all remains the same I want you and that's when I realized that not a thing has changed you will forever be my heart and minds craziest battle