The Changes In Me

This pain is tearing me apart This pain is molding me a new heart Its destroying who I once was And Im wary of what I will become I watched you go I let you leave I killed myself For you to see I waited for you I held on to you I still havent let go And I know that I wont What you did to me Wasnt just the emptiness, the pain It was what you taught me My incredible gain I wont hold on to my misery anymore I cant believe how easy it was To tell myself that you'll be back That you needed to be free But you'd eventually come to me I held on to my hope And, of my faith, I never let go Just waiting for you To finally come home What you did to me Wasnt just the emptiness, the pain It was what you taught me My incredible gain I wont hold on to my misery Anymore You kissed me, I became immortal You left me, my soul died You missed me, I felt you again You came to me, now I am alive That pain has torn me apart That pain has molded me a new heart It has destroyed who I once was Now I am wary of what I have become