The Birth of Pained Poet

Heart Cold, Soul Sold Into Slavery OF THE Mind, Cant Find Room TO Breathe WHY IS This Happening TO ME? Trapped IN Darkness NO Harness TO Pull ME From THE Abyss, I Miss OLD ME WHO Fought Diligently TO Accept Life'S Flaws BUT Life AIN'T Allowing MY Heart TO Thaw. I SAW SO Much Sickness! SO Much! YET I Remain Intact Physically BUT Mentally I AM Destroyed, Confused, Spiritually Infused With Hope BUT MY Flesh IS Weak. I EAT BUT CAN'T GET NO Fulfillment, NO Nourishment IS MY Whole Life A LIE? IS This Pain Showing ME A Sign? IN DUE Time Will I Arise? Sunshine IS Nonexistent IN MY World, Lonely Girl, Feels AS Though I GOT NO Home, A Motherless I WAS THE Black Sheep THE Whole Time. Feeling AS Though ALL IS Lost HOW Great THE Cost I Paid Just TO Feel Worthy OF Your Love. When IT ALL Came Down TO IT THE Only THE Love I GOT WAS From Above. SO BE IT, I DON'T Need IT Further Heartache AND Pain, THE Damage YOU Caused BUT YOU SAY IM THE ONE TO Blame?! I Refrain TO Feel Shame Because I Know THE Truth, Loved YOU Even When IT WAS Hard TO. AND I Trusted YOU BUT YOU Threw IT IN MY Face. I'VE Tried TO Erase THE Tears YOU Made ME CRY. ALL I Asked FOR WAS YOU TO Apologize BUT YOU Didn'T Even TRY. Left ME TO Pick UP THE Pieces ON MY OWN Maybe I Have Reaped What I'VE Sown. AT THE END OF THE DAY I Needed YOU. BUT YOU Falsified Facts TO Hide THE Deviant Things That YOU DO. When I GOT ON MY Knees AND Begged YOU FOR THE Truth YOU HIT Curve Balls MY WAY Like Your Name IS Babe Ruth. YOU ARE Ruthless Betrayed ME Like Judas. WAS IT Worth THE Destruction OF US? That YOU Broke MY Trust! Psychologically I;M Drained BUT I Thank YOU FOR Helping ME Earn MY Name. Pained Poet Seared IN Your Brain. Things CAN'T AND MAY Never BE THE Same. Game Changer, RE-Arranger I Will LET GO OF MY Anger. FOR ITS A Vicious Cycle IF I Choose TO Despise YOU MY Soul MAY AS Well BE Ruined. SO I Choose TO Forgive YOU TO Heal MY Spirit AND BE Born Anew.