The Beginning of the End

My eyes are shut as I lay in the darkness, Behold my blind anger as it rages within me, Twisting shadows squeeze the life from my very soul, Blood-cells spatter as my skin bursts, Tearing at my seams the flesh rips pieces of me, My heart tainted and rusted I rot where I stand, The destruction of my future resembles my past, Sorrow and pain brought forth without name, Lingering in the present brings but only bloody rain, Illusion an confusion sought out of despair, I hate my being..Every fiber of my being...Take me home...Take me to the End.