The Anomalous of Love Phenomenon

For once, I would like to peek Heaven What kind of excitement is implied therein? This abject body is trying to break through the limits between Hell and Heaven But nor too far, a big, sturdy gate fenced my sight With half of courage I open the gate, I see an empty space with a golden door on the other way A door with a shimmering grip A door which led me to a decent trip still in this abject body I walked I stand on the floor without a base The scope of this room somehow slightly forced me to take a breath even deeper The further I go, the weaker I got to pass through the dimension of delusion I'm already in the halfway to that door Where this heart pounding hard, Where These thoughts fall apart The black wings of mine are torn I do not even remember when I got into this form As far as I remember, It's because of the dream I groan I faint I shut my eyes in pain I wake I puke I realized, I'm nude This body is no longer be steady The next seconds It's torn completely This pain is incredibly beyond your thoughts This transformation beyond your call I do not remember, What encourage me to visit the Heaven As I know, someone is waiting Someone who carries a half part of me I almost lost in my confusion Yet somehow, it's too early to be ended That door is not any longer too far And i don't give a damn about what will I be I just want to be there, I just want to reach the end To the golden door, to the place where I found the scene The scene which overcome my dream Just in time I finally reach the end I saw the beloved smile, beautiful like a paint "I know you will come for me" And that is the true heaven I see