Thats Not Me, Not My Love

i pass the days unsatisfied thinking of you and i questioning my path and pride can we keep our love alive its not easy i will have to lay to rest alone when i chose to sleep on my own is best my heart did say you know this well i fell into a dizzy spell perhaps its fast but whose to tell it pained me when I had to yell i dont want to be that to you thats not me, not my love so we had to say goodbye i wish we shared a closer view you ever need anything please ask for no ones sake, its what i feel i hope we both will grow and heal to sip spirits pure from leaden flask the faintly playing of sade eager for the autumn rain sullen in a hardened way ill meet you in a stronger wane lend me a kiss of rosy cheek this love was surely tried assured of me, feeling speaks parting ways is wise