Teenage Suicide

I don't think that she hears my screams I watch the knife blade as it gleams Because my smile isn't what it seems On the outside I'm ready just to grab the knife Just about to take my life Finally the end to all my strife I finally can hide Everybody is a liar bottling up all of their fire I wish that there was someone I could admire But everybody has lied They say you swing the bat and miss That you and him are going to kiss Please don't tell anybody this It's in you I confide My life's a secret so unkept My eyes wide open as you slept I'm just a nobody, that's my rep I'm so locked up inside And even when I'm gone they'll say The same old things, every day It'll be the same in every way The teenage suicide