Tears of Blood

Once I though I was invincible That life will last forever Now when I look in the mirror I see that I was not that very clever The tomorrow that was far away Is now here today And I can’t remember yesterday But I am stuck in it somewhere The love that had elude me All of my lonely life Showed its face again Only to stabs me like a knife Now I have to learn to live again While Tears of blood fall from my heart And I will never blame her Because I was not honest from the start I don’t know how to stop my pain That’s taking the life out of me I wish god would take my life And put me out of my misery I am so tired of hurting And I don’t know what to do Why did god treat me so cruel? By showing me the magic of you If he knows it was not going to happen Why did he make me meet you? How can he just stand and look Can’t he see the pain I’m going through? Am I not a human being? Have I not done my good deed? How can he make me hungry for love? And then not let me get feed How can god show me love? And turn his back as on me I prayer that my mother forgives me When she laid me to rest in the cemetery Mother your son was hurting And he never told anyone how much But he fell in love with a girl And couldn’t live without her touch Please forgive me for the pain I cause But I just couldn’t live with her And I couldn’t prayer to god Because its he who made me suffer He who send her to me Like an angel from above And he know we were so different But still he made me fall in love I just love her so much And it hurts so badly Because it will take only a miracle Form her to marry me They say love don’t discriminate And that love is blind So now i hope and wish That she will be mine But she said a second chance Means to say good bye So mother please forgive me Without her I had to die