Tears For You

These are tears for you... and all the pain you've caused, tears for all the times you said you hated me... and wished id die, tears for all the times you said you loved me... and lied, tears for the fear i have of going to bed each night... not even knowing if i'll wake up, tears for all the times you cursed me out... and told me you meant every word of it, tears for the so called "life" i have because now i wish.... I never existed, tears for all the times you said you'd be there for me but turned your back on me... when that moment actually came, these are tears of sadness... tears of pain... tears for you....