Tears

Sitting hear gazing at nothing. Trying to hold back the tears. They have haunt me thrughout the years. I have no were to go and no were to hide. I wish I could of chosen a life of my own. Were nothing was wrong and everything so perfect. But we all know that could never be. There will never be a such thing as perfect, at least not in my world. Were there's always so much pain. There's always so much sadness. Nothing could ever make all this go away. I have a whole life to live, But I sit hear counting the days as they fly past me. Sitting hear gazing at nothing. I dont think i will ever be able to hold back these tears.