Tears

Are a natural thing and are suppose to be shed. But too often they're held in and on the inside you begin to flood with emotions. You feel like a balloon walking around sharp knives, so easy, you can be poked and burst. But me being who i am, even if i was poked, i would grab a bandage and keep going. As i speak my heart is under water and in pain. I want to pull out the drain stopper and let any and everything out. But i don't want to cry in a pillow, i need a shoulder, of someone that knows me the best and can understand why I'm breaking down. Will i ever get to release my tears?