Tear Drops

why do tears drop like water falls? why do blood stained carpets appear more often why do dark times come more like clouds in the sky raining in on days which i thought the sun would shine through why do these wounds ache like they were fresh when they are years old like battle scares reminding me of my horrible past with all tortures and troubles and problems why do other people not notices? why does this all seem new to these fresh readers? it is because i could hide it for years...