Tantrum

The sound of fear bellowing from my soul, as I shake excessively The words are no longer words in the duel, I fear the reality I continue to scream, no longer in control My movements are quick, as I do not have rule This nightmare is a reality During the day the nightmare calms, until I arrive home I do not wish to hurt the ones I love, so I try to roam I roam around, until they arrive, trying to help to keep me calm Another night, another match only to continue This nightmare is still a reality My tantrums contain pain, held in from others I wish the day with no more pain,I have never wished to hurt another I continue to try day by day, to help keep this nightmare away The nightmares are a fading reality