Take Control of My Feelings

I am so tired of, Having what I feel, Being overtaken with, Everything that isn't real, I am so sick of, Falling in a hole, And can't find the way, To regain control, Something needs to be done, I need to find someway, To stop my feelings from, Overtaking what I say, I hate making myself, Stay up each night, Stressing one the ****, That don't ever seem right, I'm tired of looking at the starts, That fill up my sky, And make all my wishes, Start to crumble and die, I need to take control, Of all of my fears, And quit letting these girls, Laugh at all my tears, I need to get away from the edge, And not fall in every hole, But to prove to myself, That I'm not in a drama show, So if someone can help take control, Show me the road that is right, So I can keep my feelings, From getting me in these fights, Show me the right way, To leave out the love, So I can stop myself, From getting pushed and shoved, I am ready for your help, I want it so bad, Show me the real Justin Raney, So I'm not living forever sad!!