Sweet Nothings

I miss when I could just curl up and cry within your arms, I have someone else who I can do that with now, But still I miss when your arms felt right around me, My heart still crys, at whats broken and missing, There once was this connection, this bond between us two, I dont know what happened to it, why this feels so different, do you? And though I love this other, my heart still loves you too, Dont ask me who I love more, because my answer might not be true, I love you both, with all my heart, you've just hurt me more, But still the dreams sometimes seep in between the cracks of our closed door, And still I see myself, again within your arms, Only this time, I would be there, forever and ever more, Love, can you tell me, what happened to us then? Why is it that when I touch you, you feel like less even then a friend, My heart says yes, it wants you, but my body rejects yours like a plague, My lips dont whisper sweet nothings with yours~ within the years hidden in the days,..