Sweet Diseption

i see a smile on ur face but i kno whats really there only sorrow and pain that fills the air you breath in the pain suck it deep inside yourself but you choke on what you taste the sweet diseption of hate the pain inside it seeps into my vains threatening my every breath weakening my every step far and far and far away i see what you dont see my god yes i hear the voices calling me screaming name calling out for me reaching scratching at what i only wish you could see sweet diseption calling my name sweet diseseption its all but a game