Survive

This silence i held to you Is the only thing I'm afraid for you to know I don't understand what it's like to be A silent person like me still keep alive Am i trying to hide something? Which i don't even know, if it's right or wrong? It's a matter of where my heart belongs to Please, don't ask me why You deserve someone who is better than me Should i tell you that i care? Should i tell you that i want you to be happy? with or without me I can tell the world that i love you so much But why can't i tell you this? I can show the world that i really care of you But why am I scared of you to know? I'm trying to survive To gain any confidence To fight, not to win, this feeling But not to lose Can i survive by this feeling before you go far apart?