Surprise

No matter what I did is not going to be me who is doing it God gave me that today As He knows I can't handle it As I always mess up Or I always want something I think He has enough of me lol Who knows? But yeah a weight off my shoulder I don't have to do anything any more He just does it Did I ask for this? No He surprised me This is worth more than anything I can ever ask for This is worth all the days of trying to prove fruitful Except it's not I can never do anything the way He wants it the way He asked for And I am always yearning to be perfect At least in the way He wants me to And that proved to be a losing battle I was at a point where I don't care Give up But yeah He showed up came through and just at the right moment I can't take credit for anything that God do I just know that He did and He will The Mighter, Bravier than me Oh little me Little you too No match for the One