Suicide Thoughts

Got a gun and it's loaded to his head it's pointed but he won't pull the trigger instead he took it to his wrist. Nothing can save from the hurt so he decides to take the cut wasn't the 1st but I hope its the last because every time he is alone guess what is coming on... His suicide thoughts. He decided to go for the knife after messing the good life but he's living and still standing. They think he doesn't deserve it but the man above knows he's worth it. This time he says he won't leave it but instead learn to love it since you live and you learn for himself he will yearn. He still gets suicide thoughts but he won't let it get to him. Just cause she left him, doesn't mean he has to leave him.