Suicide

This cry for help goes unheard Rivers flow from within As my emotions cave-in. I’m blooded, beaten and not really living I go through the motions and continue existing. She screams and kicks wanting more than I can lift. I glare at this sicken reflection And sense a feeling of rejection. You smile and giggle when we do for you All you know is that we are pleasing you. You accuse, abuse and cast the blaming Without caring, you are the cause for our shaming. My ears bleed from your hateful words From all the sorries left unheard. I can never say how I feel, because the Happy smiles I wore were all too real. Instead of telling you, all my feelings Perhaps this gesture will be more appealing. This color is your favorite Don’t be angry for the staining You are the cause for this ending Because through all the pleasing I never was really living