Suicide

Gazing at my body there on the floor, feeling more pain now than ever before, I see the gun lying there by my hand, a pool of blood there where I land, I see my mother as she opens the door, then all is lost in her screams of horror, My father rushes in, Pulling me to his chest, screaming my name and trying his best, He knows when he feels my cold damp skin, my time on this earth has come to an end, I see pain and hatred burning in their eyes, How could I do this, I don't want to die, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I try hard to scream, yet it is useless as if in a dream, Terror and Sorrow flooding my soul, Oh dear God I just didn't know, The pain it would cause those left behind, how I forever have scarred their minds, Now it's too late the pain they can't hide, just because of a selfish act of suicide.