Suffocated

It's the end of the line now. No more feeling. No more wishing that I could be your perfect little girl all over again. No more dreaming. no more hoping that I would turn out to be a daughter you'll be proud of. No more thinking that everything's gonna change and go back to the way things were it's not. I'm putting up my walls again to disappear from view to block out the world to pretend I'm not here 'cause it's so much easier than trying to feel everything. 'Cause I don't wanna be so damn suffocated.